Troubledatheart

Hell is my home

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Storm Night with a Goblin King by Troubledatheart, literature

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Storm Night with a Goblin King

He couldn't take his eyes off her. She had grown so much over the 5 years since he had last seen her this close. Sure he looked in on her now and again when he was bored in his Kingdom, he let her live her life without distractions just like it should be. But this time there was only a small obstacle that stood in his way. The French balcony doors. He would never have risked being this close before, but this time he couldn't stay away. He was sitting on the rail of the balcony just outside her window, she only had thin curtains but in her exhaustion she had forgotten to pull them closed so they hung loosely at the sides. He gazed up at the

Two Strangers by Troubledatheart, literature

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Two Strangers

Two strangers, they were once close, closer than anybody could have ever imagined but not anymore. Now they walk along the street, their paths crossing and yet not one of them looks up, not even noticing the other presence, like they are invisible to each other. Their arms brush each other as they pass, but neither seems to notice and so the strangers continue to walk down their own individual paths, never looking back over their shoulders. I used to hear your name in the wind clear as night, it used to make me smile to think about you so often, songs reminding me of you, mushy love songs, I knew that would never last but it was over quickly

Passion For One Never Dies 5 by Troubledatheart, literature

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Passion For One Never Dies 5

20 years before Sarah ran the Labyrinth… Her long red hair swirled around her shoulders in the wind, as she looked up at the castle. He stared through his crystal, as she got closer to his domain. He had decided she was actually quite pretty, she had the cute face of a child; he still couldn't believe she was nearing 24. Any man with a brain would try to grab her before she got away; she was a tall and slim red head with piercing blue eyes, yet something stopped him from pursuing her. He continued to stare through his crystal. She had finally made it to the castle, she walked up the large stone steps to the grand door and saw that is

Not Just an Ordinary Night by Troubledatheart, literature

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Not Just an Ordinary Night

It felt like any normal night, the chill of the wind outside ruffling the leaves of the trees. The sky a dark blue sprinkled with stars. It was like any normal night and that was how she liked it. Two small lamps lit up the livingroom and candles covered any spare surface letting off their flickers across the walls. Sarah was curled up on the sofa, one of her favourite films playing on the telly. She wasn't really watching it, it was more background noise. She was too engrossed in the book she had bought herself over christmas. It was like the other books she owned; filled with fantasy creatures, magical lands, villans, friends and heros. F

Do i deserve the pain? by Troubledatheart, literature

The Waiting Room by Troubledatheart, literature

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The Waiting Room

I don’t think I can do this. I know I said I can and believe me I am trying my hardest to, but its…its just…you know I cant even describe it. I have never felt this before I didn’t even know I could feel things like this. The feeling of flying high up where you think nothing can hurt you and to then suddenly fall straight back down with a crash landing. I've crashed so many times you think I would be used to it by now…apparently not. The fluttery feeling in your stomach, the pins and needle feeling in your fingertips, the headache you get through lack of sleep and not eating; the thought of food doesn’t cross y

Is this sadness? by Troubledatheart, literature

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Is this sadness?

Did you think that if you wished for long enough it would all go away? How you pray to anyone that will listen that this could all be some terrible nightmare, or just a part of your imagination playing tricks on your already confused mind. The endless emptiness I feel right at this second never goes away, no matter how hard I try. I lie awake to the early hours of the morning wondering why my mind doesn’t want to shut down, even though my mind is empty and has been empty for some time now. You can’t explain even why you feel like this; all that you know is that you do and you hate the way you feel. At 5 or 6am I suddenly wake, ther

Passion For One Never Dies 4 by Troubledatheart, literature

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Passion For One Never Dies 4

As they stepped out in to the large hallway Sarah realized she was loosing herself. She just needed a couple of moments to gather her thoughts. She quickly thought of a way to escape for at least a moment or two. ‘Jareth?’ ‘Yes Sarah.’ ‘Before we go out into the gardens may I be excused to the bathroom?’ ‘Of course, I shall wait for you in the garden, it is through this door here. The bathroom is the door to your right.’ He walked towards the large door to the left and over exaggerated a point to the door. Sarah thanked him and made her way down to the bathroom. Sarah walked through the door Jareth

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Storm Night with a Goblin King by Troubledatheart, literature

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Two Strangers by Troubledatheart, literature

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Two Strangers

Passion For One Never Dies 5 by Troubledatheart, literature

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Passion For One Never Dies 5

Not Just an Ordinary Night by Troubledatheart, literature

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Not Just an Ordinary Night

Do i deserve the pain? by Troubledatheart, literature

The Waiting Room by Troubledatheart, literature

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The Waiting Room

Is this sadness? by Troubledatheart, literature

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Is this sadness?

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 15 years
www.troubledatheart.synthasite.com/
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Well..I am a few marbles short of a crisp packet...ie im mad lol well most people think i am :P I love writting and reading FF and well i love my music and of course my dancing.

My art works has slowed for the time being due to my double life taking over. Fanfiction is coming along but not as quick as i would like but hey thats life.

Im very odd when it comes to things i like, im a big lover of gore, blood and death especially in films. But hey some people have their prefrences :) plus im obsessed with vampires :D

ive just got twitter so follow me twitter.com/viccy_tah

Current Residence: London, England
Favourite genre of music: Alternative and Rock/Heavy
Favourite style of art: Expressionism
Operating System: Macbook
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano
Wallpaper of choice: Jareth
Skin of choice: Johnny Depp
Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck
Personal Quote: Hell is my home

Favourite Visual Artist

Michael Angelo

Favourite Movies

Labyrinth, Pulp Fiction and Johnny Depp movies

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

David Bowie, Evanessence, Muse, Motley Crew, Robert Pattinson

Favourite Writers

Mary Janice Davidson, JK Rowling, Stephanie Meyer, Majorie Blackman, Cliff McNish,

Favourite Games

Sims (gota love it) and Guitar Hero (its addictive)

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2

Tools of the Trade

lets boogie

Other Interests

Reading, dancing, writting, film making, painting, drawing

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Troubledatheart

Mar 30, 2011

reasons for my disappearance

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Ok i know it has been along time a year to be infact!!! I cant believe i havent been on here it actually makes me feel sad. Pre warning this entry will explain alot as to my absense and i also will probably upload some dark stuff just t get it out of my system..i am sorry to people who i was following things are just a little up in the air well today has been one lousy day!! i havent stopped crying and I am torturing myself rereading your texts, emails and conversations...i dont know why i am doing it maybe to see if it has stopped hurting yet. well i can reassure you it still hurts like a bitch. it feels like my heart has shattered and i f

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Troubledatheart

Apr 18, 2010

My wold is out of balance

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I CRASHED MY CAR!!!!! I cant believe it, im actually gutted!!! :(:(:( i dont even know how it happened but it did and to top it all off it was my fault :@ so atm my car is sitting outside my house with no lights at the front, its completely smashed glass everywhere. urgh i so cant afford to buy a new one or even pay what will be my damages and new insurance. so im going to be a 19yr old with a credit card debt of about 2 maybe 3 grand...yes doesnt sound like alot but it sure is if your a student with two shitty paid jobs that you can just afford to go to college with....and now im hyperventalating. Even funnier my car passed its MOT on the

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Troubledatheart

Apr 12, 2010

I wanna be a child again!!!

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The ideas are still flowing so dont worry guys, however.....they are being produced at a slower rate than i would like. Funny thing really, I am being hit with all these ideas and I am thankfully writing them down but then thats where they seem to stay at the moment just in my note book. I cant wait to start some of these ideas but I am trying to keep to the idea of finish all existing projects first. To be honest I am getting a little impatient with myself :( *sigh* I also discovered recently that my typing is a bit off; meaning instead of using all my fingers i only seem to be using two fingers and I'm finding it really difficult to go bac