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Do i deserve the pain?
by ~Troubledatheart
The Waiting RoomI don’t think I can do this. I know I said I can and believe me I am trying my hardest to, but its…its just…you know I cant even describe it.  
 
I have never felt this before I didn’t even know I could feel things like this. The feeling of flying high up where you think nothing can hurt you and to then suddenly fall straight back down with a crash landing. I've crashed so many times you think I would be used to it by now…apparently not.   
The fluttery feeling in your stomach, the pins and needle feeling in your fingertips, the headache you get through lack of sleep and not eating; the thought of The Waiting Room
by ~Troubledatheart
Is this sadness?Did you think that if you wished for long enough it would all go away? How you pray to anyone that will listen that this could all be some terrible nightmare, or just a part of your imagination playing tricks on your already confused mind.  
 
The endless emptiness I feel right at this second never goes away, no matter how hard I try. I lie awake to the early hours of the morning wondering why my mind doesn’t want to shut down, even though my mind is empty and has been empty for some time now. You can’t explain even why you feel like this; all that you know is that you do and you hate the way you feel. At 5 or 6am I sudden Is this sadness?
by ~Troubledatheart
Passion For One Never Dies 4As they stepped out in to the large hallway Sarah realized she was loosing herself. She just needed a couple of moments to gather her thoughts. She quickly thought of a way to escape for at least a moment or two.        ‘Jareth?’      
‘Yes Sarah.’        ‘Before we go out into the gardens may I be excused to the bathroom?’        ‘Of course, I shall wait for you in the garden, it is through this door here. The bathroom is the door to your right.’ He walked towards the large door to the left and over exaggerat Passion For One Never Dies 4
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MAJOR UPDATE!!!!!

Thu Oct 29, 2009, 6:06 AM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: tv background noise
  • Eating: im feeling chinese steak
  • Drinking: lemonade
AFTER nearly a whole month i am back on the internet with mounds of emails to read, comments to make and a whole load of stuff to do....but im BACK!!!!!

so please bare with me you'll probably see a comment soon from me and me making up the time missed on here.

To update in life i have been ill for the=is month aswell, apart from the internet being broken i have never had a worse month!!!

I caught the common cold that i thought would kill me...god that was nasty...i have then had rehearsals every weekend so ive been knackered....then performance night i caught the '24 hour' and i use sarcasm with 24 hours bug....i have never been sick so much in my life!!!! even on a drinking binge i have never been that bad....it got to the point where i was sleeping on my bathroom floor just to save me running from my room every few minutes......sorry i know you proabaly didint wanna know that. But i can now eat too...im living off lemonade as i swear by the stuff and am now feeling so much better....although my whole family and best friends have now caught my bug...oooopppps!!! so there is the update in my life


ill comment to people soon

bye xx

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Well..I am a few marbles short of a crisp packet...ie im mad lol well most people think i am :P I love writting and reading FF and well i love my music and of course my dancing.

My art works has slowed for the time being due to my double life taking over. Fanfiction is coming along but not as quick as i would like but hey thats life.

Im very odd when it comes to things i like, im a big lover of gore, blood and death especially in films. But hey some people have their prefrences :) plus im obsessed with vampires :D


ive just got twitter so follow me [link]

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: London, England
  • Interests: Reading, dancing, writting, film making, painting, drawing
  • Favourite movie: Labyrinth Twilight and Johnny Depp movies
  • Favourite band or musician: David Bowie, Evanessence, Muse, Motley Crew, Robert Pattinson
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative and Rock/Heavy
  • Favourite artist: Michael Angelo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Mary Janice Davidson, JK Rowling, Stephanie Meyer, Majorie Blackman, Cliff McNish,
  • Favourite style of art: Expressionism
  • Operating System: Macbook
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano
  • Wallpaper of choice: Jareth
  • Skin of choice: Johnny Depp
  • Favourite game: Sims (gota love it) and Guitar Hero (its addictive)
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Donald Duck
  • Personal Quote: Hell is my home
  • Tools of the Trade: lets boogie

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~Devil-Take-Your-Mind Sep 21, 2009, 9:13:01 AM
Thanks so much for the fav' (=
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~EnigmaticAngel2506 Sep 20, 2009, 11:51:07 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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I was the girl with a silver umbrella, standing in the pouring rain, in gloom & despair, hurt & miserable, giving in & finally turning her back on the world, just as it had to her.
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~Troubledatheart Sep 20, 2009, 11:53:06 AM
your welcome :)

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Well i feel like hell...what about you?
I don't get paid to feel like hell...it just works out that way
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RIP Michael Jackson--LEGEND IN MUSIC !!!!
:heart: Jareth
[link] Twilighters forever
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~Subaru7 Sep 2, 2009, 2:07:40 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: :hug:
I appreciate it! ^^
Have a nice day!!! :)
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~allyonshinezutara Aug 31, 2009, 3:06:34 PM
BITE*

RULES:
1- You can bite the person who bit you!
2- You -MUST- bite 6 other people, at least!
3- You should bite them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random bites are perfectly okay! (and scary)
5- You should most definitely get started right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Powerful creature!

1-3: you're a ghoul
4-6: you're a were-cat
7-9: you're a were-wolf
10-& Up: you're a vampire

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"Fear me, love me, do as I say, and I'll be your slave" Jareth

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Join ~lostcrazylonelyclub Show you true misunderstood feelings from words to pictures-i'm a romantic I'll do anything for love fics
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~Alliemae09 Aug 24, 2009, 7:25:44 AM
Thank you so much for the watch and the fav!
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~Troubledatheart Aug 25, 2009, 12:58:26 PM
your welcome

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Well i feel like hell...what about you?
I don't get paid to feel like hell...it just works out that way
---
RIP Michael Jackson--LEGEND IN MUSIC !!!!
:heart: Jareth
[link] Twilighters forever
:iconarixantheultimatum:
~ArixanTheUltimatum Aug 9, 2009, 11:03:11 AM
Thank yoouuuuu for teh faves, hun~!! :D

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And when the gun goes off it sparks and you're ready for surgery...

There's a natural attraction between me and shiny things. It's called ADD.

I love musicals. Get over it.

I saw you at the show, I thought I'd seen a ghost
:icontroubledatheart:
~Troubledatheart Aug 9, 2009, 2:32:10 PM
your very welcome hun, how have u been? x

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Well i feel like hell...what about you?
I don't get paid to feel like hell...it just works out that way
---
RIP Michael Jackson--LEGEND IN MUSIC !!!!
:heart: Jareth
[link] Twilighters forever
:iconarixantheultimatum:
~ArixanTheUltimatum Aug 9, 2009, 10:00:29 PM
I've been okay. LarkSprite decided to fave all my shit, so I was just clearing out the activity messages.

XD

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And when the gun goes off it sparks and you're ready for surgery...

There's a natural attraction between me and shiny things. It's called ADD.

I love musicals. Get over it.

I saw you at the show, I thought I'd seen a ghost
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